hy do people do things they end up feeling sorry for when it’s too late and things have happened? It sucks when you really, really make a mess out of things when in fact, you thought you were trying to make them ok. Then you’d wish you could still do something, but you discover that things are no longer in your control, and all you can do is look. It’s like Tipping Point. A certain moment comes when you just sit back and let all hell break loose.
All I know is that things have to be ok soon. Maybe not at this point, but I’m hoping for the light at the end of the tunnel. There’s gotta be no way but up, in this regard.
On account of this being my corner of the virtual world, I just need to make an announcement: I’ve done it all wrong again. I’ve promised myself that it never would happen, that once was enough. But I guess I’m just a very, very slow learner. I’ve fucked up again, one way or another.
